Lama's log

We are covenanting together this Sunday. While we voluntarily tie ourselves to each other and to God we will also break bread and share company with David Shosanya.

I have been putting the order of service together this morning and reflecting on the fact that covenanting services have the effect of making me feel hopeful and at the same time inadequate. Being in community offers me a richness and diversity in living and being. It also means that that I open myself to others and stand in vulnerability way way beyond my comfort zone. I am both drawn to it and repelled by it. The constant struggle for me is to wake up and affirm my choice to follow Jesus and that means to walk in meaningful fellowship with other people. This does mean that people will not only be able to see the witty bright Kez but the broken and inadequate Kez too. It's hard to choose to put that on display